loss

Why are you lost in the depths of despair?
You think she's blowing someone else now?
And you say you don't really think that’s fair?

Fuck you, dude, and fuck that cow
For if you couldn't hold on to her then,
You don't deserve to have her now.

You should have made her stay
Or at least tried a bit harder,
And maybe things would have gone your way.

But you let her go like she wasn't even there
And you expect her to come back to you now
Just because you think her absence is too hard to bear?

She's got a mind of her own, you dick
And now she's gone, she's not coming back,
Not even to take care of you when you're sick.

You ass, if you think you really loved her so,
Enough to fly to the moon and back and all that shit
Why the fuck did you let her go?

That’s all you need to ask yourself, you know.
Love and harmony and joy she gave you, right?
But then why the fuck did you let her go?

angst

Now I’m so bugged,
So so bugged
That I need to remind
Myself, again(!)
Why I’m here.

It’s not for the company,
And not for the good cheer.
It’s not because I lost my key
And it’s not for the free beer.

Now I’m so bugged,
So so bugged
That I need to tell
Myself, again(!)
Why I’m here.

It’s not for the music (loud!),
And not for the exposed bellies.
It’s not for the obnoxious crowd
And not for the free orange jellies

Now I’m so bugged,
So so bugged
That I need to know
Myself, again!

I’m here because I’m lonely,
And elsewhere I might be low.
Right now I’m very free,
And I have nowhere else to go.